HAPPYBIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DAD:)

HI. I LOST MY A MATH TEXTBOOK! YAY. :)
can you believe it! i actually lost my ezlink yesterday, and a math tb plus ex book today.
i feel so helpless, and luckily there's you by my side.
i almost cried out, but i controlled myself very well.
talked with cass & co. during recess, felt so much better :)
a math test was ok-ok, except i sub wrong thing for question 4 ... opps!

YAY. I'M SO EXCITED ABOUT BADMINTION TOMORROW! :D
cass know cass know! (inside joke!) hahahaha.
went for ncc parade after school today, last time playing with seniors :(
not bad not bad. know some latest "news", sister must tell me horz(!!!)

boyfriend went to look for me, and we went to mall for dinner :)
yam pie is nice nice nice! i'm falling in love with that :)
sister works until 11, and it's impossible to wait for her until that time :/
yeah, walk around mall before biding farewell to sister.
i'm so gonnnnna buy the addidas shoe :D! yeah.

boyfriend & i talked about our dreams on our way home.
and it defintely creep me out, because i got a fear of ghosts!
i don't think it will affect my sleep, because i need my sleep way too much! :D

i reflected on my actions for the past few months today,
and i realise i've made a wrong choice in the beginning of the year.
going to a place which does not belong to me.
trying very hard to convince myself that i belong to there.
but in fact, reality says a "no".
i've been trying to calm myself down, bluffing myself.
but it doesn't help, and i'm getting more frustrated everyday.
maybe it's just only my views, i should not judge just by my views.
cause' it ain't fair to anyone, but seriously i need a break.
a break to let me think if i should stay or move on.

enough of talkings, shall we head for a stop?
yea, byebye. stay tunnnned!

TOHWEIMING, DESPITE OF YOUR VIEWS ABOUT BLEACH, I'M STILL INSISTING TO WATCH BLEACH. :)!

i love you boyfriend, hope you like the picture :)!

Hello readers :) finallllll-y there's some update from the user right! hahahah.
changed my playlist to mixpod and new songs are up!
i'm so so so so addicited to bleach (!!!) lolzxcxzc.
awww. the weather is so hot. cause' i'm sweating now.
i shall stop here first. will update during weekends.
misssssss me k!
sayonara:)

ohmygoddddddddddddd. i wanna go Singapore flyer(night one deyzxc) on my birthday!!! hahahahahahaha. just some random one. cause' i only went for the day once. and i heard that the night one's feng jing better leh :D (BOOHOO!) anyway, Happy birthday to Zhiwei & Happy birthday to Xiaohui in advance! (L) WAIT. MOST IMPORTANT THING! HAPPY 2ND MONTH DEAREST :) & tml got banddddddd. i feel so reluctant to go back in the sense that i don't want stay back in school ._. BUT! with PERCUSSION section, it'll be a different story! tomorrow'll be another camwhoring session with weili, laisim & a new new new guy! :D that's (drum rolling ...) SAIFULISLAM. :D hahahahaha!

anyway, i'll be out for some chinese musical later. & maybe not meeting dearest and sister. FRIDAY. yes! i'm still in some holiday + fun + anti-exam mood :) COUNTDOWN 22 DAYS TO MIDYEAR. YAY! & I DIDN'T DO ANY REVISION WORZXCVXZC. HOW NICE OF ME! :D

i'm like so dead ... i'll try my best to finish studying for MYE. oh shit. i lost to cassandra in logarithm test. nvrmind. just another math test. i'm gonna sleep when i get back to home.

shall stop here. stay tuneddddddd alrighty! byebye.

hiii. thanks to all the people who had shown concern to me in one way or another. :)! i'm fine now. just some misunderstanding and i was quite down. BUT! now i'm absolutely alright-y! & i found a new anime to watch! :D bleach ... woooooo! ichigo! <3>

Mood: sad.

i don't know what the heck happened to me. i just ... can't make myself to face anybody.

I broke down today. emotionally not ready to face anything. it just fall unwillingly, and i've to stop myself from doing that. i'm strong girl. bull shit. i'm really tired, doing the same thing again and again but all i get was disappointment, empty promises and nothing else.

didn't really studied yesterday. that's why i flunk my summary test and math test, & i seriously don't have the mood to do anything. when i can't do my a math, i get real frustrated and i can't control myself. Destroying things around, controlled crying. & i felt so helpless. but i couldn't find anybody to tell what to do. Sister accompanied me to talk for awhile, and at a later part conference with Jiefu. I looked so stupid, crying when it doesn't help anything. What for i cry when it is a small thing that is so insignificant. :( does he really care? it makes me wonder.

Later will be meeting sister & weekiat for dinner bah. he should be having his fun at chalet. yea, nothing can be done. i'm going for a nap. don't think too much girl. it's so stupid. ughhhhhhhhhhh.

bye.

i feel so unsecure, out of the sudden. perhaps ... idk. i think too much already. i'm the one making the problem bigger, when it does not need any attention. wth.

and random-ly, ms suriaya called me up & ask me to do up the Earth's day stuffs. Lmao. i wonder how she get my handphone number. so she's not coming tomorrow. BUT WE STILL NEED TO DO THE SUMMARY TEST. UGHHHH. :/ nvrmind. i'm quite confident i can pass the test. yea :)

anyway, i should be studying right now. but i feel the urge of blogging just now. chatted with Sister and we were like complaining to each other. sometimes i wonder if we can turn back time, will the same old things still happen? If i can turn back time, i will still do back the same thing, make the decision. cause' no matter what, i will never regret my choice since that is my choice.

Ms lim was a great teacher. random-ly comment. She was a nice teacher, that actually concern about student's welfare. same applys to Ms Suriaya, since she was my CT for two years. hahaha. in exact, she'll be my CT for 3 years. :D yes, MYE is coming real soon. family tree study trip will be after SL. :) woohoo. go qiaoqiao's house to study eh! it's been a long time since we meet up & go out k! :( hmmmmmm. i still rmb the boys pang seh us last minute-ly. BUT! the girls had fun at Pasir ris park. hahahahahaha. i miss those old times k!

I wannnnna go cycling again! :) although i fell down before, but it doesn't stop me from cycling! i gotta exercise more. i'm getting fatter each day. =.= saturday, i'm gonnnnna meet up with jas and sohshan to jog eh! wooooo. not bad. before i go to work & meet him. yeah ...

guess i gotta stop here before my mum starts to whin at me. I'm gotta get good result for MYE.
okay, bye.

Mood: mixed up with sad/happy/idk.
Song: The Jonas Brothers - Lovebug.

it bugs me like nobody's business. :(

i'm falling in love with yellow. It means happy. yes, indeed i need to be happy. i don't like to be a sad person. people should already used to crazy crazy Jielin, rather than a moody person. Ughhhhhhh. i just can't get the troubles out of my head. i can't explain why i am like that. I'm just damm weird today.

I miss percussion. the feeling is weird. no more seniors. we're the seniors. oh my god. no more camwhoring with weili. :( no more playing with laisim :( no more concerts with them. :(:(

i just simply dislike school. it's just boredom to me. feel like playing everyday, while i'm stuck in a school until next year nov. god bless me. totally exhausted from what i'm doing everyday. basically, i'm just having a no-life. study, sleep, eat, work, going out. i can't stop whinning how boring is my life ok! :( i can't wait to get out of school!

okay, done for my ridiculous talks. i miss dearest! i can't wait for friday! :) maybe sister will accompany me tomorrow to meet him. oh, i forgot to reply her msg! hahahaha. I'm changing my skin no matter what. just need a white skin to cheer me up. it feels down for a dark skin :/

i feel like eating pizza right now. Yeah, YOSHINOYA! ahahaha. i'm gonna get it free once i win cassandra for math test tomorrow. oh, shit. math test. I haven't study for the test yet. i'm gonna get a nap later. olright. i'm gonna stop here. yea, bye. ^_^

Hi. miss me right! hahahaha. just some random pic over there. taken when im shopping at ikea! with Sis and putri :) and that day i waited for boyfriend till 11 plus or idk what time. And we walked home with 2 gays! ahahahah! (inside joke!)

& Zhenghua got gold. okay, sad case. :/ you can ask weili. ughhhhhhh! deaf man. hate you. don't like you.

Lol. i'm just being ridiculous. :) anyway, i'm gonna miss my dearest. cause' he is going for a chalet. & only will be back on friday :/ but friday im like working from 11-3. oh god ... 10-5 will be considered short. hahahah! (jokey joey)

guess what. i'm on cards-madness! dearest know what i meant! :) hahahahahah. expressive you know you know! ugh, i forgot i wanna post. anyway, i just hope this week ends a bit faster. i'm expecting something good to happen next week! yea, wednesday ... or tuesday? hmmmm. i feel like changing my blogskin. cassandra! so sorr-y. i'm gonna change it when i'm free. hehehehe.

terrible day. awful. i don't wanna rmb this day.
bye.

/i feel even sad after reading weili's blog. hate you tears.

Mood: confused/down.

Hi ya. hmm, was thinking of what to write ... yep. and im getting a bit down after reading people's blog. gave school a miss yesterday, went out with my dearest.

I kept telling myself to be positive and ... guess what, i'm doing the opposite. i seriously don't know what to do. i just feel like playing and have fun, forgetting all my troubles. Perhaps a sleep would be better for me.

okay. idk what to say. maybe i shall post when i tidy up all my emotions, before i start to vent all my rubbish over here. :)

HAPPYBIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DAD:)

HI. I LOST MY A MATH TEXTBOOK! YAY. :)
can you believe it! i actually lost my ezlink yesterday, and a math tb plus ex book today.
i feel so helpless, and luckily there's you by my side.
i almost cried out, but i controlled myself very well.
talked with cass & co. during recess, felt so much better :)
a math test was ok-ok, except i sub wrong thing for question 4 ... opps!

YAY. I'M SO EXCITED ABOUT BADMINTION TOMORROW! :D
cass know cass know! (inside joke!) hahahaha.
went for ncc parade after school today, last time playing with seniors :(
not bad not bad. know some latest "news", sister must tell me horz(!!!)

boyfriend went to look for me, and we went to mall for dinner :)
yam pie is nice nice nice! i'm falling in love with that :)
sister works until 11, and it's impossible to wait for her until that time :/
yeah, walk around mall before biding farewell to sister.
i'm so gonnnnna buy the addidas shoe :D! yeah.

boyfriend & i talked about our dreams on our way home.
and it defintely creep me out, because i got a fear of ghosts!
i don't think it will affect my sleep, because i need my sleep way too much! :D

i reflected on my actions for the past few months today,
and i realise i've made a wrong choice in the beginning of the year.
going to a place which does not belong to me.
trying very hard to convince myself that i belong to there.
but in fact, reality says a "no".
i've been trying to calm myself down, bluffing myself.
but it doesn't help, and i'm getting more frustrated everyday.
maybe it's just only my views, i should not judge just by my views.
cause' it ain't fair to anyone, but seriously i need a break.
a break to let me think if i should stay or move on.

enough of talkings, shall we head for a stop?
yea, byebye. stay tunnnned!

TOHWEIMING, DESPITE OF YOUR VIEWS ABOUT BLEACH, I'M STILL INSISTING TO WATCH BLEACH. :)!

i love you boyfriend, hope you like the picture :)!

Hello readers :) finallllll-y there's some update from the user right! hahahah.
changed my playlist to mixpod and new songs are up!
i'm so so so so addicited to bleach (!!!) lolzxcxzc.
awww. the weather is so hot. cause' i'm sweating now.
i shall stop here first. will update during weekends.
misssssss me k!
sayonara:)

ohmygoddddddddddddd. i wanna go Singapore flyer(night one deyzxc) on my birthday!!! hahahahahahaha. just some random one. cause' i only went for the day once. and i heard that the night one's feng jing better leh :D (BOOHOO!) anyway, Happy birthday to Zhiwei & Happy birthday to Xiaohui in advance! (L) WAIT. MOST IMPORTANT THING! HAPPY 2ND MONTH DEAREST :) & tml got banddddddd. i feel so reluctant to go back in the sense that i don't want stay back in school ._. BUT! with PERCUSSION section, it'll be a different story! tomorrow'll be another camwhoring session with weili, laisim & a new new new guy! :D that's (drum rolling ...) SAIFULISLAM. :D hahahahaha!

anyway, i'll be out for some chinese musical later. & maybe not meeting dearest and sister. FRIDAY. yes! i'm still in some holiday + fun + anti-exam mood :) COUNTDOWN 22 DAYS TO MIDYEAR. YAY! & I DIDN'T DO ANY REVISION WORZXCVXZC. HOW NICE OF ME! :D

i'm like so dead ... i'll try my best to finish studying for MYE. oh shit. i lost to cassandra in logarithm test. nvrmind. just another math test. i'm gonna sleep when i get back to home.

shall stop here. stay tuneddddddd alrighty! byebye.

hiii. thanks to all the people who had shown concern to me in one way or another. :)! i'm fine now. just some misunderstanding and i was quite down. BUT! now i'm absolutely alright-y! & i found a new anime to watch! :D bleach ... woooooo! ichigo! <3>

Mood: sad.

i don't know what the heck happened to me. i just ... can't make myself to face anybody.

I broke down today. emotionally not ready to face anything. it just fall unwillingly, and i've to stop myself from doing that. i'm strong girl. bull shit. i'm really tired, doing the same thing again and again but all i get was disappointment, empty promises and nothing else.

didn't really studied yesterday. that's why i flunk my summary test and math test, & i seriously don't have the mood to do anything. when i can't do my a math, i get real frustrated and i can't control myself. Destroying things around, controlled crying. & i felt so helpless. but i couldn't find anybody to tell what to do. Sister accompanied me to talk for awhile, and at a later part conference with Jiefu. I looked so stupid, crying when it doesn't help anything. What for i cry when it is a small thing that is so insignificant. :( does he really care? it makes me wonder.

Later will be meeting sister & weekiat for dinner bah. he should be having his fun at chalet. yea, nothing can be done. i'm going for a nap. don't think too much girl. it's so stupid. ughhhhhhhhhhh.

bye.

i feel so unsecure, out of the sudden. perhaps ... idk. i think too much already. i'm the one making the problem bigger, when it does not need any attention. wth.

and random-ly, ms suriaya called me up & ask me to do up the Earth's day stuffs. Lmao. i wonder how she get my handphone number. so she's not coming tomorrow. BUT WE STILL NEED TO DO THE SUMMARY TEST. UGHHHH. :/ nvrmind. i'm quite confident i can pass the test. yea :)

anyway, i should be studying right now. but i feel the urge of blogging just now. chatted with Sister and we were like complaining to each other. sometimes i wonder if we can turn back time, will the same old things still happen? If i can turn back time, i will still do back the same thing, make the decision. cause' no matter what, i will never regret my choice since that is my choice.

Ms lim was a great teacher. random-ly comment. She was a nice teacher, that actually concern about student's welfare. same applys to Ms Suriaya, since she was my CT for two years. hahaha. in exact, she'll be my CT for 3 years. :D yes, MYE is coming real soon. family tree study trip will be after SL. :) woohoo. go qiaoqiao's house to study eh! it's been a long time since we meet up & go out k! :( hmmmmmm. i still rmb the boys pang seh us last minute-ly. BUT! the girls had fun at Pasir ris park. hahahahahaha. i miss those old times k!

I wannnnna go cycling again! :) although i fell down before, but it doesn't stop me from cycling! i gotta exercise more. i'm getting fatter each day. =.= saturday, i'm gonnnnna meet up with jas and sohshan to jog eh! wooooo. not bad. before i go to work & meet him. yeah ...

guess i gotta stop here before my mum starts to whin at me. I'm gotta get good result for MYE.
okay, bye.

Mood: mixed up with sad/happy/idk.
Song: The Jonas Brothers - Lovebug.

it bugs me like nobody's business. :(

i'm falling in love with yellow. It means happy. yes, indeed i need to be happy. i don't like to be a sad person. people should already used to crazy crazy Jielin, rather than a moody person. Ughhhhhhh. i just can't get the troubles out of my head. i can't explain why i am like that. I'm just damm weird today.

I miss percussion. the feeling is weird. no more seniors. we're the seniors. oh my god. no more camwhoring with weili. :( no more playing with laisim :( no more concerts with them. :(:(

i just simply dislike school. it's just boredom to me. feel like playing everyday, while i'm stuck in a school until next year nov. god bless me. totally exhausted from what i'm doing everyday. basically, i'm just having a no-life. study, sleep, eat, work, going out. i can't stop whinning how boring is my life ok! :( i can't wait to get out of school!

okay, done for my ridiculous talks. i miss dearest! i can't wait for friday! :) maybe sister will accompany me tomorrow to meet him. oh, i forgot to reply her msg! hahahaha. I'm changing my skin no matter what. just need a white skin to cheer me up. it feels down for a dark skin :/

i feel like eating pizza right now. Yeah, YOSHINOYA! ahahaha. i'm gonna get it free once i win cassandra for math test tomorrow. oh, shit. math test. I haven't study for the test yet. i'm gonna get a nap later. olright. i'm gonna stop here. yea, bye. ^_^

Hi. miss me right! hahahaha. just some random pic over there. taken when im shopping at ikea! with Sis and putri :) and that day i waited for boyfriend till 11 plus or idk what time. And we walked home with 2 gays! ahahahah! (inside joke!)

& Zhenghua got gold. okay, sad case. :/ you can ask weili. ughhhhhhh! deaf man. hate you. don't like you.

Lol. i'm just being ridiculous. :) anyway, i'm gonna miss my dearest. cause' he is going for a chalet. & only will be back on friday :/ but friday im like working from 11-3. oh god ... 10-5 will be considered short. hahahah! (jokey joey)

guess what. i'm on cards-madness! dearest know what i meant! :) hahahahahah. expressive you know you know! ugh, i forgot i wanna post. anyway, i just hope this week ends a bit faster. i'm expecting something good to happen next week! yea, wednesday ... or tuesday? hmmmm. i feel like changing my blogskin. cassandra! so sorr-y. i'm gonna change it when i'm free. hehehehe.

terrible day. awful. i don't wanna rmb this day.
bye.

/i feel even sad after reading weili's blog. hate you tears.

Mood: confused/down.

Hi ya. hmm, was thinking of what to write ... yep. and im getting a bit down after reading people's blog. gave school a miss yesterday, went out with my dearest.

I kept telling myself to be positive and ... guess what, i'm doing the opposite. i seriously don't know what to do. i just feel like playing and have fun, forgetting all my troubles. Perhaps a sleep would be better for me.

okay. idk what to say. maybe i shall post when i tidy up all my emotions, before i start to vent all my rubbish over here. :)