The director of the flim

2009-12-12T22:52:00.001+08:00

Hi people, i'm looking for this bag. If you know where can it be found, please email me with the location. thanks yea.

Blog closed

2009-11-21T11:41:00.002+08:00

Hi people. i think this blog is dead long ago and i think it's time to close down this blog. This blog will not be in use anymore by me. Takecare. 8)

Sumo-house!

2009-10-18T21:45:00.003+08:00

This is my target for tuesday. Hah, just joking! it's impossible man!!! :/ that will be completed one day. Hahahahaha!

today went out for praying and still praying -.- it was damm frigging hot today, cause heat didn't radiate out enough of my body. Just now, darling and me joinned sis&ls for dinner at amk. We had sumo-house, as usual. I wan sushi i wan sushi! it's mine on tuesday! :D

3KW cannnnnnot play! i got so upset over this game! cause' i will be dammmm bored for these few days :( i shall entertain myself with freaking game that i can find in internet. tomorrow i'll play maple ps! :D

so, yea ... i'm off to games-hunting! :D

Back on track!

2009-10-17T20:00:00.002+08:00

Hello people! i'm finally back, with a totally new look! :)

First of all, i'll not put up any links. My apology to loves. Secondly, i'll not put up tagbox too. (x2) i'll change my mind one day, when i wake up in the morning. :)

Anyway, it's time to celebrate after days of stress! :D however, i don't get the excited feeling to go out as i don't stress myself during exam period and i tried my best for exams. I'll pray hard to god, for a pass in english! i'll work hard next year for sure!

And i made cookies today! Can you believe it?! but it's kinda a fail o.o cause the cookies were black! hahs! Sister and putri went to darling's house and join in for the cookies making. The second time was ... a disaster i would say? The cookies literally melt once it's in your own mouth.

I'm gonna try out 3KW later on! I gotta find a game to keep my brain working man! I'm anticipating tueday to come! :D Xh and I will be going to tzeyui for our sushi making! i think i'm quite crazy about making food. HEY! i'm gonna prove that i can cook with practice, like obviously?

Thanks for all the birthday wishes, through sms or facebook. :) although it's kinda late.

ok, will update soon :)

Happy 1 year anniversary!

2009-07-31T20:57:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY TO MY DEAREST FAMILY TREE!
although we are in different classes now, and we seldom talk except for ... (=D)
but our hearts still stay as one and next year we must go out celebrate!
tsktsk, finally got one topic to let me post. i was very eager to post ok! =)
ok. what am i supposed to say now? bye!

PS. i will still continue to mia =D

I'm on a holiday!

2009-06-27T16:54:00.002+08:00

Hi !
it's been a long time since my last post.
I'll be on hiatus after school starts.
stay tuned for any updates :D

50 bucks per skin!

2009-06-01T10:39:00.002+08:00

Very good morning to people! :D
today have a hot weather, cause i'm sweating every second using the comp.
LOL! :D

today i shall just reply tags! yay! so rare of me right! :D
nothing to post anyway. i'm just rotting until 3 plus and go for work.
i shall entertain myself by watching bleach <3

Cassandra: i won't leave my bottle at school anymore for you to take ^^ hahaha! and i thought you're in need of sexual entertainment? HOLD ON! 1 year plus more only! or less than 1 year ^^

Weiming: cause' i dont miss you and i don't wanna to meet you! ^^ i totally have forgetten about the treat ^^

Darling Z: where got! you not under friends ma! i can meet you whenever i want! :D

Cherly: CHAO AH HUI! MISS YOU A LOT OK! go out during hols ^^

Weili: sister, let's go out tog during hols :D lots of camwhoring!

Fiona: hmm. i'll try my best. come up already! or after o's paper?

Cassandra: why no more subway! i want i want :/

byebyezxc.

Memories are meant to be inside heart :)

2009-05-31T20:09:00.002+08:00

Hi guys! ok. i know this blog is kinda dead ... :s
i was really busy during these days. but i did take out some time for blogging! :)
hmm, my result is bad & i think i didn't do up to expectations.
my parents, teachers and darling had high expectations on me.
but i disappoint them by producing such lousy result :(
maybe just like what ms suriaya says, i didn't prepare well for exams.
i really need to spend some time on my studies.
reading on previous topics ... practicing on math. :/

Wait. let's not demoralise the happy mood. :)
i got a fun day yesterday ok! with 2g peeps. ^^
meet up with laopo in the late morning for lunch treated by her :)
we had yoshinoya ok! and we started camwhoring :D
(erm ... you may want to refer to her blog for those pics ^^)
Yes! i got myself the 4th book of bleach. so happppppy ! :D
i want to buy Sims 3 :/

we walked to the mrt to wait for seri, fearing that she might not be there ...
she is not-contactable :( but finallly, she walked by the other exit. ^^
& we make our way to Giant ! :D
buy all our stuffs which cost only like 92 bucks.
cabbed to Downtown to meet weiwen. ^^

Yeah! my arcade! this time i exchanged for 3 stuffs ok! 2 fluroscent toys and 1 candy
but i throw the candy away cause' it suck like .... shit :/
after that familytree people arrived and we meet them at the ntuc.
& we walked back to chalet room to put their stuffs.
YAY! Celine, Raynian & I went to escape for 3 rides (O.O!)
cause' bascially we spend time queueing rather than playing :D
INVERTER IS UNDER MAINTAIN :(
ugh. sad case right! cause' Celine and I went down just for it. :(
I totally detest haunted house. i close my eyes all the way ...
hahaha! :/ celine is my victim! muhahaha!

Around 7 plus , we went back for bbq.
The bbq pit became suana for us ! yay ! :D
cause' those people who cooked the food definetly sweat like hell. ^^
eat play eat play ... lol! went home around 10.
darling accompanied me to talk until i reach home.
love ya lots! *kissses*

i can fall asleep easily if i'm reading a book.
cause' i fell asleep halfway when i'm reading Bleach. ^^

Morning went to work. totally suck like shit.
i'm sweating like mad, and i'm feeling giddy during work :/
work is no fun! :s but badminton is fun!
meet up with darling after work. then went for badminton at void deck.
i bought 2 shuttlecock, and both went up to the top part of the void deck. :/

mum called me and we went to punggol park for another round :D
mum talked to darling about a lot of stuffs ...
yeah, had a fun time ! ^^

Dinner-ed with darling at 401 and home sweet home ! ^^
i think i better get shower right now! i feel disgusting ..
hahah! tag me alright! *winks*

thousands of love for you, my dear :)

2009-05-27T23:04:00.002+08:00

okay. let's talk about today! cassandra SKIPPED school today. humph @@!
so did weiwen too. Arghhhhh. Weiwen! why're you not around to quarrel with cass!
practically, i'm spending each day with movies without food and sleeping.
except for math lessons, we got to really listen to Mrs Seow. oh god ...
i'm seriously gotta buck up for studies. i don't wanna fail any more subjects.
i'm going ground myself during the exam periold! darling, i know you can do it. ^^

i'm going to get back my handphone this week! dearest, i miss you a lot you know! :D
went to work and spend hours playing over there.
thanks darling for sending me home. inserts kisses :)
Ps if i get you into any trouble ... i'll try to go home early next time round :D
i love you i love you ! hahaha. i'm very excited about next week! Yay!

this saturday i'm going for 2g bbq ! ^^ excited tooo! gonnna have fun. wooooh!
okay. i think i better stop here. or else darling don't have enough sleeep!
sayo ^^

Ichigo <3

2009-05-26T15:36:00.002+08:00

freaking comp doesn't want me to watch Bleach! :(
i rush home to watch it before i go for work ok!
i'm so gonna watch it in youtube. lousy net site (!!!)

School is so-so today due to the debate lesson.
And my group get the lowest among the groups. Never mind.
Was utterly tired cause' lack of sleep!
i'm gonna rest well tonight without any doubt.

Overall result, failed english by 0.1 marks -.-
expected a lot of Bs and Cs. :/
Never mind, i shall work harder for EOY.
and read up the syllabus during the holidays.

I miss darling terribly now! cause' i can't meet him until weekends.
Or shoud say, i can only meet him on sunday?
2G outing is on this sat. YAY :)
i earn myself a treat from cassandra. woohoo ^^

okay. shall reply tags next time round.
bye

M&M!

2009-05-21T20:06:00.002+08:00

Hiyah! :D i did a good job in rotting at home today!
but i found a new entertainment! (Y) my ... TV! lol ... -.-"'
got lame dao right! bwahahahahahahahaha!
sleep all the way from 2 plus until darling msg me.
then drag myself into my parent's room and watch 'fan gun ba, dan chao fan'.
quite nice but was still a bit sleeepy. so didn't reallly enjoyed :/

I watch 6 episode of bleach today continously! woooh very shiok!
Ichigo is so bravery and cute! but he's kind of stubborn person. o.o
oh my god, i'm so proud of myself today! i actually have the XIN to tidy up my room.
although it's not done yet, but 3/4 already! (YYYYY)
went to meet up with darling awhile just now ^^
tomorrow's girls day out with sister! i think i'll just grab something not that ex ...
gottta save for my long long long shoppping list!

What's my plan for holidays? yeah what a goood question.
i'm going for KTV session, lots of MOVIE(s) session, SHOPPING SALES <3
AND AND AND BUY ALL MY DESIRES ^^
But first of all, i need to work very hard and save up the money. Yeah !
i gotta meet up with a lot of people in the hols.
Mallets girls ^^, jaslyn les, sookwei, cassandra tan! :D
but of course, i won't forget my dearest darling k! (L)

yeah, i'm so excited about 30th may! 2G BBQ and arcade again!
don't worry, got me = got sexual entertainment. ain't i right cassandra! :D
i know you need it a lot! i will think of many many ideas to entertain you.
so gooooood of me right! must keep the card properly ok! ^^

I kinda miss the gay times with weili. meet up in hols ok!
miss you girls! let's camwhore the whole day when we go out!
yeahyeah! mummmmmy! go out with us! ^^

love you gay! ^^

Attention seeker

2009-05-21T11:02:00.002+08:00

Totally detest this feeling. Lonely at home. mum's not in. :(
plan screwed up, hateeeeeeeeeeee it :(
i shall stay at home maple today ... rot into a bacteria.

Yesterday flunk history, mind black out for difference question. wth!
whole paper should be anyhow do. :D
went home, showered & MAPLE! hahahaha.
i'm on maple-madness now. Due to eposide 2, but the new stuffs only applied to the new world!
arghhhhhh. i train very hard k! in the end, only new world have. haiz ...

I enjoyed myself yesterday! went cycling, arcade (TICKETS!) hahaha.
Thanks weiwen help me get the tickets! then exchange for the biscuit. ^^
subway for dinnner, and we spend a long time chatting over there.
cassandra, next time i'm gonnna seduce you in my singing.
BWAHAHAHAHAHA :D

bused back to sk with celine, the blur person! yay! :D
waited for darling, then go mall meet them awhile.
stupid ahgua, don't jealous la dey! shoooo.
darling sent me home and showered.
chat on phone for awhile and off to bed.
i've been getting weird dreams. NO, I'M NOT A WEIRDO :D
maybe i'm too stress out recently. gonnnna relax soon.

lost control of myself. i actually let those stupid ideas into my head and disturb my mind.
i feel so angry, upset ... wannnnna just stop everything.
sorrrry darling for venting at you :(!
maybe a cry-out solve everything.

sticking with you

2009-05-15T23:49:00.002+08:00

first of all,

- Happy 3rd month darling <3
- Happy birthday to Jinhao (16 may)
- Happy birthday to Cassandra wife (19 may)
- gain of freedom!!! (20 may)

hahaha. i know i'm just being too lame.
but that's just so-me. LOL. okkkk. today was fun with darling! <3
although we're behind the schdule, but i get to eat in SingWang. (Y)
we walked around aimlessly at suntec, but we saw a doramon puzzle (L!!!)
but it costs >40 bucks. nice price, totally love it.

oh, arcade is fun! don't you agree! hahaha. Darling & i had a fun time over there. (Y)
especially for time crisis :D (inside secret.)
i wannnnnn play DDR :/ soon, i guranteeee.
going bugis later in the afternoon to celebrate Jinhao's birthday and Darling's friend bday.
Sis say we're going arcade. woooh, excited :D

oh ya! today's paper was ... so-so la. because i practically spend my last 15 mins,
turning pen, drawing on the paper, disturb teacher.
not bad right! i know i know! dont neeeed praise me :D
monday is physics eh! not really confident. gonna study over the weekends.

i'm so addicted to maple :) you can see me mentioning it every second. hahaha.
practically not every second la. most of the times :)
i'm training very hard for ep 2! :D

ok. i think i going maple to find darling and Jinhao ba. that's all.
bye (L)

Days to freedom

2009-05-13T20:54:00.003+08:00

okay, the blog is like so deady. bio suck a lot a lot this time round cause' i freaking spend totally like 2-3 hours to finish 2 chaps. so yeah, i totally giving up this time.

7 days to freedom kkkkkkkkk! :D i'm so looking forward to it! 22 mayyyyy, shopping! :D
of course i won't forget 19 may :D don't worrrry wife. :D

Jiayou to those muggging hard now! next week's a fun weeek! yay! okay, shall go for muggging :D

sayonara <3

nobody's there to replace you.

2009-05-01T22:15:00.002+08:00

HAPPY LABOUR DAY! anyway, does it applies to students?
hmmm, very good question. i don't know. HAHAHA (:D)
MYE is seriously coming, i'm not done with any revision. :(
later i'm gonnnna start doing my homework. tomorrow will be PLAYING DAY! :)
yea, going badminton with (L) & co. :) i miss you badly now.
tomorrow shall work, and revision will officially starts at sunday :D hahaha :/
i shall get all those info into my brain. so i can score well for MYE.

I just saw the news ... swine flu's gonna attack Singapore any time. haiyo ... :(
then cannot go out often lo. wait, my MYE is VERY ULTRA IMPORTANT NOW!
i shall go revision now ... no! homework. how blur am i -.-!
kkkkkk. nights :)

LOVE 101!

2009-05-01T00:15:00.004+08:00

Isn't this picture nice(!!!) made by some candies or what. very creative :D someday i'm free, i'm gonna try it out (:D) hahahaha. i'm supposed to be in my bed (or else dearest's gonna be mad! :/) just gonnnna update for awhile alright-y? :D

feel damm tired for the past few days, cause' i just can't stop sleeping in class. ohmygod, it's like everyday's activities. yea, luckily dearest saved me today! cause' i called him early in the morning to lend me pencil. (hahahaha.) sorrry la. congrats you k! :D love you. hahaha. went to meet him after school, and went home to prepare. meet up with jinhao and had lunch @ kfc. i think i'm going fat. :(

after that, went to book the badminton court. 8am in the morning, yay! morning calls to be made on that day. (yawnz) went to work, & usual things happened. yea, nothing to elaborate. :/

i'm gonnnnnna fall asleep in front of the comp anytime. so before i should do that, i shall head to my lovely bed :) and bid farewell to comp.

woozx, bye.

I (L) U.

full of regrets.

2009-04-24T20:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPYBIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DAD:)

HI. I LOST MY A MATH TEXTBOOK! YAY. :)
can you believe it! i actually lost my ezlink yesterday, and a math tb plus ex book today.
i feel so helpless, and luckily there's you by my side.
i almost cried out, but i controlled myself very well.
talked with cass & co. during recess, felt so much better :)
a math test was ok-ok, except i sub wrong thing for question 4 ... opps!

YAY. I'M SO EXCITED ABOUT BADMINTION TOMORROW! :D
cass know cass know! (inside joke!) hahahaha.
went for ncc parade after school today, last time playing with seniors :(
not bad not bad. know some latest "news", sister must tell me horz(!!!)

boyfriend went to look for me, and we went to mall for dinner :)
yam pie is nice nice nice! i'm falling in love with that :)
sister works until 11, and it's impossible to wait for her until that time :/
yeah, walk around mall before biding farewell to sister.
i'm so gonnnnna buy the addidas shoe :D! yeah.

boyfriend & i talked about our dreams on our way home.
and it defintely creep me out, because i got a fear of ghosts!
i don't think it will affect my sleep, because i need my sleep way too much! :D

i reflected on my actions for the past few months today,
and i realise i've made a wrong choice in the beginning of the year.
going to a place which does not belong to me.
trying very hard to convince myself that i belong to there.
but in fact, reality says a "no".
i've been trying to calm myself down, bluffing myself.
but it doesn't help, and i'm getting more frustrated everyday.
maybe it's just only my views, i should not judge just by my views.
cause' it ain't fair to anyone, but seriously i need a break.
a break to let me think if i should stay or move on.

enough of talkings, shall we head for a stop?
yea, byebye. stay tunnnned!

TOHWEIMING, DESPITE OF YOUR VIEWS ABOUT BLEACH, I'M STILL INSISTING TO WATCH BLEACH. :)!

i love you boyfriend, hope you like the picture :)!

slower down your pace.

2009-04-22T20:45:00.002+08:00

Hello readers :) finallllll-y there's some update from the user right! hahahah.
changed my playlist to mixpod and new songs are up!
i'm so so so so addicited to bleach (!!!) lolzxcxzc.
awww. the weather is so hot. cause' i'm sweating now.
i shall stop here first. will update during weekends.
misssssss me k!
sayonara:)

How wonderful can it gets?

2009-04-15T17:08:00.002+08:00

ohmygoddddddddddddd. i wanna go Singapore flyer(night one deyzxc) on my birthday!!! hahahahahahaha. just some random one. cause' i only went for the day once. and i heard that the night one's feng jing better leh :D (BOOHOO!) anyway, Happy birthday to Zhiwei & Happy birthday to Xiaohui in advance! (L) WAIT. MOST IMPORTANT THING! HAPPY 2ND MONTH DEAREST :) & tml got banddddddd. i feel so reluctant to go back in the sense that i don't want stay back in school ._. BUT! with PERCUSSION section, it'll be a different story! tomorrow'll be another camwhoring session with weili, laisim & a new new new guy! :D that's (drum rolling ...) SAIFULISLAM. :D hahahahaha!

anyway, i'll be out for some chinese musical later. & maybe not meeting dearest and sister. FRIDAY. yes! i'm still in some holiday + fun + anti-exam mood :) COUNTDOWN 22 DAYS TO MIDYEAR. YAY! & I DIDN'T DO ANY REVISION WORZXCVXZC. HOW NICE OF ME! :D

i'm like so dead ... i'll try my best to finish studying for MYE. oh shit. i lost to cassandra in logarithm test. nvrmind. just another math test. i'm gonna sleep when i get back to home.

shall stop here. stay tuneddddddd alrighty! byebye.

back-y normal.

2009-04-13T21:05:00.002+08:00

hiii. thanks to all the people who had shown concern to me in one way or another. :)! i'm fine now. just some misunderstanding and i was quite down. BUT! now i'm absolutely alright-y! & i found a new anime to watch! :D bleach ... woooooo! ichigo! <3>

anyway, i got a busy schedule this week. & i'm going cycling this friday worzxcvcvzxcv! :D yes! hahahahahah. okay. i'll stop here & update when i'm free. stay tuned worzxczvxv. missssss me k! :D

Disappointment.

2009-04-09T16:29:00.003+08:00

Mood: sad.

i don't know what the heck happened to me. i just ... can't make myself to face anybody.

I broke down today. emotionally not ready to face anything. it just fall unwillingly, and i've to stop myself from doing that. i'm strong girl. bull shit. ~~i'm really tired, doing the same thing again and again but all i get was disappointment, empty promises and nothing else.~~

didn't really studied yesterday. that's why i flunk my summary test and math test, & i seriously don't have the mood to do anything. when i can't do my a math, i get real frustrated and i can't control myself. Destroying things around, controlled crying. & i felt so helpless. but i couldn't find anybody to tell what to do. Sister accompanied me to talk for awhile, and at a later part conference with Jiefu. ~~I looked so stupid, crying when it doesn't help anything. What for i cry when it is a small thing that is so insignificant. :( does he really care? it makes me wonder.~~

Later will be meeting sister & weekiat for dinner bah. he should be having his fun at chalet. yea, nothing can be done. i'm going for a nap. ~~don't think too much girl. it's so stupid.~~ ughhhhhhhhhhh.

bye.

lost in the future.

2009-04-08T20:34:00.002+08:00

i feel so unsecure, out of the sudden. perhaps ... idk. i think too much already. i'm the one making the problem bigger, when it does not need any attention. wth.

and random-ly, ms suriaya called me up & ask me to do up the Earth's day stuffs. Lmao. i wonder how she get my handphone number. so she's not coming tomorrow. BUT WE STILL NEED TO DO THE SUMMARY TEST. UGHHHH. :/ nvrmind. i'm quite confident i can pass the test. yea :)

anyway, i should be studying right now. but i feel the urge of blogging just now. chatted with Sister and we were like complaining to each other. sometimes i wonder if we can turn back time, will the same old things still happen? If i can turn back time, i will still do back the same thing, make the decision. cause' no matter what, i will never regret my choice since that is my choice.

Ms lim was a great teacher. random-ly comment. She was a nice teacher, that actually concern about student's welfare. same applys to Ms Suriaya, since she was my CT for two years. hahaha. in exact, she'll be my CT for 3 years. :D yes, MYE is coming real soon. family tree study trip will be after SL. :) woohoo. go qiaoqiao's house to study eh! it's been a long time since we meet up & go out k! :( hmmmmmm. i still rmb the boys pang seh us last minute-ly. BUT! the girls had fun at Pasir ris park. hahahahahaha. i miss those old times k!

I wannnnna go cycling again! :) although i fell down before, but it doesn't stop me from cycling! i gotta exercise more. i'm getting fatter each day. =.= saturday, i'm gonnnnna meet up with jas and sohshan to jog eh! wooooo. not bad. before i go to work & meet him. yeah ...

guess i gotta stop here before my mum starts to whin at me. I'm gotta get good result for MYE.
okay, bye.

do i really mean something?

2009-04-08T16:13:00.002+08:00

Mood: mixed up with sad/happy/idk.
Song: The Jonas Brothers - Lovebug.

it bugs me like nobody's business. :(

i'm falling in love with yellow. It means happy. yes, indeed i need to be happy. i don't like to be a sad person. people should already used to crazy crazy Jielin, rather than a moody person. Ughhhhhhh. i just can't get the troubles out of my head. i can't explain why i am like that. I'm just damm weird today.

I miss percussion. the feeling is weird. no more seniors. we're the seniors. oh my god. no more camwhoring with weili. :( no more playing with laisim :( no more concerts with them. :(:(

i just simply dislike school. it's just boredom to me. feel like playing everyday, while i'm stuck in a school until next year nov. god bless me. totally exhausted from what i'm doing everyday. basically, i'm just having a no-life. study, sleep, eat, work, going out. i can't stop whinning how boring is my life ok! :( i can't wait to get out of school!

okay, done for my ridiculous talks. i miss dearest! i can't wait for friday! :) maybe sister will accompany me tomorrow to meet him. oh, i forgot to reply her msg! hahahaha. I'm changing my skin no matter what. just need a white skin to cheer me up. it feels down for a dark skin :/

i feel like eating pizza right now. Yeah, YOSHINOYA! ahahaha. i'm gonna get it free once i win cassandra for math test tomorrow. oh, shit. math test. I haven't study for the test yet. i'm gonna get a nap later. olright. i'm gonna stop here. yea, bye. ^_^

laughter, fakey.

2009-04-07T18:46:00.005+08:00

Hi. miss me right! hahahaha. just some random pic over there. taken when im shopping at ikea! with Sis and putri :) and that day i waited for boyfriend till 11 plus or idk what time. And we walked home with 2 gays! ahahahah! (inside joke!)

& Zhenghua got gold. okay, sad case. :/ you can ask weili. ughhhhhhh! deaf man. hate you. don't like you.

Lol. i'm just being ridiculous. :) anyway, i'm gonna miss my dearest. cause' he is going for a chalet. & only will be back on friday :/ but friday im like working from 11-3. oh god ... 10-5 will be considered short. hahahah! (jokey joey)

guess what. i'm on cards-madness! dearest know what i meant! :) hahahahahah. expressive you know you know! ugh, i forgot i wanna post. anyway, i just hope this week ends a bit faster. i'm expecting something good to happen next week! yea, wednesday ... or tuesday? hmmmm. i feel like changing my blogskin. cassandra! so sorr-y. i'm gonna change it when i'm free. hehehehe.

terrible day. awful. i don't wanna rmb this day.
bye.

/i feel even sad after reading weili's blog. hate you tears.

the future?

2009-04-04T11:40:00.002+08:00

Mood: confused/down.

Hi ya. hmm, was thinking of what to write ... yep. and im getting a bit down after reading people's blog. gave school a miss yesterday, went out with my dearest.

I kept telling myself to be positive and ... guess what, i'm doing the opposite. i seriously don't know what to do. i just feel like playing and have fun, forgetting all my troubles. Perhaps a sleep would be better for me.

okay. idk what to say. maybe i shall post when i tidy up all my emotions, before i start to vent all my rubbish over here. :)

2 days w/o sch

2009-03-31T18:39:00.002+08:00

Hi ya! i'm absent from school/band practices for 2 days! :x
actually today i was supposed to attend school.
but i woke ard 7 plus in the morning(because xh called me!) and i got 2 days of MC. lolzxc.
and my mum insisted that i stay at home and rest ... so yeah.

watched Together (which was the chl U show on weekends 7pm or 9pm), casted by Rainie yang!
It was quite nice, because i watched 2 eposides in a row. damm hilarious! :D
don't care. i wanna work early on sat to catch the show! hahahahaha.

SYF is coming real soon man. which is like 2 days later. :O
& it is the day that we going there to get our gold back! :D woooooo.
Must have confidence mah! humph! :)

i guessed cassandra misssssssssss me alot during my absense.
because she was crazy and pinched me like hell when i met her today. LOL :/
don't worry, i'm going back school tomorrow! LOL.

I wannnnnnnna go out this week man! finally like got time to rest sia ...
i wanna watched confession of a shopahalic! ughhhhhhh.
dearest dont want watch sia :( nvrmind! i go out with my friends. hahah! :)

gotta stop here. more updates after SYF. be prepared for the good news ah!
ciaozx.

GREEN-EYED MONSTER.

2009-03-25T19:04:00.002+08:00

oh, i just learned this phrase today. Ahahahaha.
it means the person is envy about you over something. LOL.

Anyway, HI! blog is so deady ... hahahaha.
and yes! i flunked my SS st. cause' i freaking didn't do the first question.
(except for writing one sentence of idk what shit)
& i write with the wrong format for the last question.
SO NICE OF ME RIGHT! (clap clap clap)

awwwww, i don't wanna get back my ST :(!
should be single digit ... & i guess my parents will be dammm SHIWANG. :(
yes! im gonna buck up, & really study hard for humanties.
since im not strong in it, i gotta make it strong! :)
I know i can do it ! yes! believe in yourself! :D

wooooo, so positive. ahahahahahah! okay, i wannnna get good results!
Cannnnot have lousy result! :/ next year's Os!
My favourite course, HERE I COME! :)

I xintong for my boyfriend okay! :( work work work everyday.
drink more water, rest more when you see this okay? :D

ugh, i wanna go study already.
ciao people.

MAMAMIA.

2009-03-22T01:46:00.002+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiii. miss me right. my blog is more like half-dead or dead.
hehehehehehe ...

eyes are closing, cannot take it eh. :(
school's starting tml. oh GOSH! homework not completed.
tomorrow/ today ... hahaha!

short post, bye. gotta rest. LOL :/

Great sunburn.

2009-03-14T20:14:00.003+08:00

YO-oh! i'm back from the camp. I'm like slow behind, just update today. LOL.
hahahahahah! kay, shall update from the first day.

First day - we arrived to puala ubin, and settle down at the so called "basketball court". uhhuh, and we sat under the sun for at least 30mins. aha, we did a lot cheering stuffs. I love it okay! hahahahahahah. we went for our outdoor cooking, and maggi is our lunch! lolz. mine was quite salty because olivia and i added 1 stock cube & seasoning inside. (aha!)

after that, we went for the CVSS trooper. oh! forget to introduce my trainer. His name is Jiahao. he is quite a nice guy, doing all the things for us. :)! (thumbs up!) okay, we didn't really enjoy the trooper thing. cause' our HQ is mosquito breeding ground! we didn't finish, and we went back to camp site. I think we had our dinner, should be. we had a hard time cleaning our utensils. hoho!

aha! i fell asleep while waiting when we're having our group trekking!
actually it's just walking back in groups from near the forest there to our camp site.
it's quite lame anyway. we had our supper and off to washup & sleep.
quite cooling, and i managed to sleep with my pillow! hahahaha.

Second day - woke up & wash up everything. i swear the breakfast is the best thing we ever had for our meals. LOL! we walked around puala ubin aimlessly. i remembered we went to some rooftop, and i almost fainted -.- ! i got fear for heights ok! then somemore the stairs is those can see through, and when you look down, it's as though you can fall down anytime. -.-
didn't enjoy the walking part for the camp. :/

we started to prepare for our campfire performance in the early evening. & we came up with songs & cheers! :D had a lot of fun. dinner was so-so. :o was dammmm high during the campfire part. cause' our class is the unqiue one ok! lolz. we came up with songs & cheer. the chickie dance was nice too! felicia, ernestine & i went up to front. and we are dancing like mad! hahahahah! so on, olivia dragged ms lim as well :D

alrighty, we got one part of singing session after that. I can't really remember the song, cause' i was swinging with ms suraiya. uhhuh. it was dammmm hot & sweaty -.-
(fast forward!)

we had our weeding on the last day. and area cleaning etc. im actually the best female camper, can you believe it?! ohmygod, i was like hugging on my sleeping bag, then suddenly people cheered at me. =.= LOL! home-sweet-home after that! :D

sunburns & mosquito bites are killing me. i became darker yo! :D

oright, im gonna do my homework later on. arghhhh!
chiong ah! huat ah! hahaha.
gooodnights! byez.

Happy 1month dear, i love you.

Ubin camp!

2009-03-10T21:16:00.002+08:00

Hi. some updates before i go to my sec3 camp.
okay. im gonna miss him dammmmmm lots ! :)
and secondly, im gonna miss my bed.
i'll be sleeping on tents for the next 2 nights. awwww.
& i will look like auntie tomorrow!
bring 2 bags & 1 sleeping bag. awwww :(

In addition, don't bother to contact me for the next 3 days.
im not bringing my phone along. LOL.
scare lost mah! hahaha. moreover cannot charge handphone.
hehehehehehe. miss me alright!
i know people sure miss me. hahahah!
okokokok. chey, bhb! HAHAHA. lolz.

hmm, im gonna have a real early rest bah!
nights. miss you people!

P.S. (I LOVE YOU!)

Cakies ! :)

2009-03-02T21:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NICHOLAS BROTHER! :)
Hi babes & dudes :D
it's been a long time since i update this deadly blog. ahahaha!
today, finally got a chance to use the comp.
so yeah, the nice person of me decided to update her blog. hahahah!

sorry sisters for not going out with your guys k? :(
i'll try to make time to go out with your guys k :D
hahahahaha. Minds cafe on the way.

hmmmmm. i miss my old blogskin.
gotta change it when i'm free.
Jas les, let's go out after SYF! with your laoma.
it has been a long time since our last outing! :(
KBOX! KBOX! tohweiming, your favourite. haha.

ok. nothing to update.
life's as usual. hahaha.
kkkkk. i wannnna sing song.
byebyez.

BEARBEAR!

2009-02-18T18:58:00.003+08:00

hahahahaha. long time nvr see me post right!
miss me dudes & babes? :D gagagaga.

have a good time on VDay. :)
but went home late, so yaaaah. same old thing.
hehhehee.
For the first time, i didn't have the appetite to eat Swensen's icecream.
indigestion :/ what the helllllll sia!

ok. Vday, meet up with co.
then train to Cityhall. saw cherine sweetheart :)
We intended to have seoul garden for dinner. tooooo expensive :/
then went marina square look around.
in the end, restaurants are full like hell. -.-
so walk to suntec. & we settled down at swensens.
didn't spend a cent for the dinner. thanks ya bear ! <3

train to amk for movie. watched idkidkidk.
cuz i fell asleep in the movie. hahaha!
then yeah yeah yeah.
cabbed home with bear & co.
home sweet home :)

okkkkkk. 1 THING VERY HAPPY: I DIDN'T FAIL MY CHEM TEST.
OH YAY! :) ahahahaha. but my marks are borderline pass :/
ok. i think i should stop here. i need to finish my SS for my unisex wife's reference. -.-
byebyez.

It's just a matter of time.

2009-02-11T18:11:00.002+08:00

Hi yeh. 6.30pm now. i'm supposed to meet sis just now.
but kinda lazy, and my mum doesn't let me out! :(
Mood: rainy season.

a lot of misunderstandings, mistrust.
that's the only thing i can say now.
time is the medicine.

this song 'Teardrops on my guitar' totally describe my mood towards him.
awwwwwwww. Spending VDay working is a totally turn off man.
i wanna go out. I DON'T WANT SPEND MY DAY THERE!

tomorrow, i'm gonna meet sis.
idc! after band anyway. we're gonna buy VDay's present! :D
mac people leh. er .. see how bah! hahahahahaha.

ARGH. I LOSE TO CASSANDRA IN MATH ST.
OHMYGOD. THAT'S IMPOSSIBLE MAN.
actually is possible, because i got god dammmmmmm LOT of careless.
what the ...
Lesson learnt: Don't be over-confident.

Last but not least, im gonna put lyrics for Teardrops on my guitar.
Enjoy :)

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll be she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

byebyez.

Inspire life.

2009-02-10T20:47:00.002+08:00

Hi. 8++ now. i think im gonna fall asleep in front of the comp soon.
today, im dead beat. i actually fall asleep during EL lesson.
sorry ms suriaya yeh :(
didn't really pay attention during chem lesson.
head was spinning like .. stars in the air :D

Oh god man. VDay is coming like 4 days later?
awwwww. im actually working on that day night.
:( :( :( :( :( :( :(
aw. that's so sad man. might be finding sis after work?
I'LL BLESS THAT WEEKIAT DOESN'T WORK ON THAT DAY.
SO HE CAN REPLACE ME!!

lol. enough of my crappings.
im going my revision now!
byebyez.

Libra's boy

2009-02-08T11:08:00.002+08:00

Hi. morning man!
er .. haha. slept for 6 hours only. :(
yesterday's band was okayokay. keep yawning like ... haha.
then went to work. i finally experience the toughness of standing in front of the counter.
and im unable to move around :/

went for supper with sister, jiefu & sw.
then walked home around 1am.
talked about a lot of things. he's a matured guy. yeh. haha!
you becoming old already la! hahahahahahaha.
a bit moodless yesterday. dk why :(

Tomorrow, MATH ST. woooo. i haven't study for that. hahahaha.
i feel like sleeeeeping man. but just can't get to sleep. -.-
awwww. somemore, tomorrow i needa work again.
Oh god god god. i can't do my chemistry man.
my chem suck suck suck.
i love physics boyfriend more. hahahahaha.

Ohya, i've linked up most of my links.
although some didn't appear due to my laziness.
and it was fustrating man! keep copy paste copy paste.
so yeh, those who wanna to be linked in my blog, simply just leave your link here :)

Yeah. J les, i feel like meeting you soon man.
random.

I wannna meet a lot of people kay!
Jaslyn, weiming, derrick, SINGCHECK(aha, i still can't master baking!)
Derrick says that i will never master baking within a year. -.-
I'll prove to you man! humphhhhhhh.

Weiming must be so touched that i even mention his name in my blog.
hahahahahahahahahahahaha!
will you forget the treat i owe you? :D
brain-wash. hahahaha.

ok. i think i shall stop here. and carry on with my revision.
Work later at 3!
byebyez.

Yes or No?

2009-02-06T21:14:00.002+08:00

Oh hi lovely! ain't you happy that i post today! haha.
went for dinner with SW and K.
luckily, band was dismissed early today!
Weili! send me the pictures! :)

not much interesting things happened today.
except went to mac again. then saw my pretty manager MEINU! :D
hahahahaha. i went down specially to see & hug her kay! :)
Ok la. she was attached to HGM today.
anyway, im also having my dinner there too.

yes. and i FAILED my math test.
what the .. careless mistake man!
in my two years of secondary life, i never failed math tests before.
but yet, i failed this time.
Aw.. i think i really need to study hard for the next math test.
humph! teacher is also not fair to us.
She gave us after she teached finish. :/
and im quite weak in inequalites. :(

aiya, forget it. im going to sleep soon. haha!
kayzkayz, nights.

New start :)

2009-02-05T21:40:00.000+08:00

Hi. i did up a new blog :)
using back the old template. yeah.
gonnna update everything when i really have the time.
yeh, as you know. homework are pilling like mount everest!

just now, i look up in the youtube for band videos, and Deyi is one of my list.
i think that Deyi military band is really good.
ohmygod, they can march like .. PRO.
yeah. Cavetown tomorrow. Hope we doesn't get shit.
& play well man! SYF is really coming.
oh well. god loves me, and he will bless me, guide me through obstacles.

yeah. good self-comforting right!
& today's a no mood for tests. 2 test in a row before recess!
wow, that's good. & a surprise test after recess.
happy new year!
flunked chinese & math test.

im so going to buy a math assessment book soon.
i just realise physics is fun! woooh.
people says, if you wanna do well for your exams.
first, you need to love your subject.
wow, ok. im starting to believe it.
First, im so gonna lovePhysics
Second will be Chemistry
Third, Biology.
Forth, English.

oh well, it is 10pm. i better start doing my homework now.
gotta go. byebye!

P.S. i will link you guys up asap.